Thursday, January 28, 2010

On the lighter side of Radiation..well for me it is :)


Hope this makes you all laugh. I did a little photo shop here....hehehe! If I can't laugh at myself who can I laugh at. You have to all understand I need the silliness of this.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

The Radiation machine and me....





Well there it is the machine and me. This thing that I say zap's me. The people who take care of me are amazing! That's Al walking in the one picture. When you work with cancer patients I say they are angles who walk on this earth. I don't understand how or way they do their jobs. But I thank god they are here.

Oh we didn't want to scare anyone with my bum so they covered it up....that's where they zap me :)

Monday, January 18, 2010

Radiation......eeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkk!

OMG! Nothing like having your bum out there for all to see.....ugh! Yeah I have to lay on my tummy and pull those sweat pants down so far....and there it is....my butt! Gee it was a little cold in there.

It took about an hour to get everything ready then it took 1 min & 30 seconds for each spot they hit. The bad thing is it's on my wasit line. So I wonder when I won't be able to wear jeans....eeekkkkkkkk!

Well need to get to bed because I have 4 more days of this for this week. 22 rounds of radiation I have to do. So 1 down and 21 to go.

:)

Have a great week everyone!!

Just sit and laugh when you know I'm hanging out there for the world to see....wonder if I will get goose bumps on my bum?? Too funny :)

Friday, January 15, 2010

Snow...snow...& more snow!







Good Times










Christmas 2009





















Just thinking.

I'm sitting here listen to my Windows Media Player. The song Amazing Grace starts to play by ILDivo. Their voices are amazing. I just remember my sister in law Gina and I talking about this song. I think of the song when their dad pasted away. She thinks of it for her daughter Grace. As I listen to it now, it really makes me think. I think of all kinds of different things.

"The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures."


Maybe this whole cancer thing is just god's way of showing how strong I can be. And for those around me how strong they can be. The good that has come out in this whole thing is how close my families are to me. When I say families that means my side and Steve's side.

My children will learn how to be strong when time's are tough. To show love anytime and get it in return. That you can face anything god throw's your way. That we are all here on earth for a reason. Guess mine was to be with Steve and 5 amazing kids. Which I am thankful every second of the day to have them. Even when they drive me nuts. But hey it's a part of life a part of growing up.

I think we all should take a look at our lives and correct the wrong to make right. To treat others as we would like to be treated. Help others when they are down. To pick them up. Show love to all. Be thankful for what we have and those we have in our lives.

My eye's are open. Opened to the whole world. I'm thankful for everyday that I get up and see my family.....What are your eye's opened to? What are you thankful for? Maybe this is a wake up call for all of us.